Rehab day 4

Was crazzzzzyyy. Did leg strengthening exercises, squats, wobble board balance, rode on the stationary bicycle and played Wii. Sounds little but was enough to tire me through the whole day.

Piano mini mock exam with the piano teacher and I think I did not bad, at least I didn't get a zero for my ear test. No piano lesson for the next two weeks till my official mock exam and I'm freaking out. The piano teacher told me, "I'm not worried about you!" --Is that something to be happy about?

I don't like

I don't like..

The memories
because the tears

come easily

and once again
i break
my promise
to myself for this day

It's a constant battle.

A war between
remembering             and              forgetting

Rehab day 3

Pretty Karen: The person behind my awesome+fun+tiring rehab sessions.

Knee has 113 degree bend, and Karen said my knee is still slightly screwed...because it still cannot straighten fully. Le sigh. Need more improvements. Need to do my exercises even more. Gonna miss Karen for the next 3 months :(

School starts tomorrow, and I'm not ready for it. Because 1) I still cannot walk very well and SEG is so bloody far from the mrt. 2) We're all split into different classes. 3) I have no friends that's in the same class as me. 4) Tanliting has officially quit school and left me alone, hence I'm #foreveralone.

3 words can sum up about school: I.HATE.SCHOOL.

Haven't done enough

The outcome of trying to learn/play a pop song that you like: All other homework gets thrown aside and left to be done a day before the lesson.

Been on safe and sound by Taylor Swift for the past week and I totally neglected my other exam piano pieces/ homework AND piano lesson is OMGWTFBBQ TOMORROW.

Totally don't feel like going for lesson tomorrow. I haven't practiced enough, I don't want to go for lesson and disappoint the teacher/make myself feel terrible. Okay I'm waking up at 8am to practice.

I HAVEN'T GOT ONE OF THE PIECES RIGHT. LE SIGH APRYL WHY ARE YOU SO LOUSY?! Or should I just bring the score of safe and sound to the teacher and ask to be taught that instead? ;p Sounds like a good back up plan, no?

Off to do my theory homework, I forgot to do last week's. In all I owe 2 weeks of homework. :(

The adventures of trendy wendy sally!

Hello everyone, meet my latest friend trendy wendy sally! :)

I like being alone.

I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone.
I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.
It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.
I like eating alone (at home), and listening to music alone.
But when I see a mother with her child;
A girl with her lover;
Or a friend laughing with their best friend;
I realize that even though I like being alone,
I don’t fancy being lonely.

I'm 18!

So?

Nobody cares anyway.

April, please be good

Time passes so fast, it's already April, which means we're done with 1/3 of the year. Should that be a good thing or a bad thing? Honestly, I don't know. But I'm definitely not looking forward to school reopening because school's a dread for me. Sigh.

On a side note, I dreamt that I took part in survivor last night. It was such a blurry dream but I remembered sleeping in a tree house...and I was looking for a toilet but to no avail. I also dreamt that I screwed my piano exam up. And my piano teacher was sitting next to me in the exam hall. She was looking at me and shaking her head at the same thing, albeit giving me the 'disappointed" look. Could this be  an April fools' joke? This cannot happen during my exam... it's one of the hardest things I've worked for throughout my entire life..

Such an adventurous dream.....