From London

I am still very disappointed with myself.

I expected more from myself.

My teacher had high expectations of me.

I had even higher expectations of myself.

Yet I still failed to deliver good results.

3 more marks

If I had not screw up that scale.
If I had not missed that note during Vendetta.
I probably would have gotten my 3 marks.

I don't know how or what to describe my feelings now.

Even when my best is still not good enough

I tried really hard.
I did all I could.
But it still isn't up to your expectations.

I just want to be good enough, for once.

Results

I did so badly once again. Maybe I should just quit school and rot at home till I decide to do better. But then again, I should be grateful I've got no Fs in my grades because that means I do not have to re-module which means seeing my sucky tutors and lecturers once again which means I'm successfully promoted to year two!