Extremes

Extremes — A team I felt like I was never  a part of. I was always needed, for help and other miscellaneous stuff; never for playing for the team nor training. My attendance was not less than any other players yet I was never given the chance to train with the main team or participate in events. I don't know why either but it's all passé. Just happened to chance upon this picture in my phone thus this paragraph. 

Work

Grade 8

Took grade 8 last Friday and it was amazing. Enjoyed myself thoroughly and I can say it's because I gave it my all and I didn't screw up except for sight reading. I'd give anything to take another practical exam, anytime. I enjoyed every second of my performance, I was smiling through the pieces and the examiner told me, "I can tell you're enjoying yourself, it's such a pleasure seeing you play!" Thank you examiner, that meant the world to me. :) 

I am done with my exams and I am lost. I am teacher-less for the next 3 weeks and I find myself aimless. I don't have a direction to work towards to and I am bored. I need piano lessons to begin, pronto. 

You saw it coming

  

Words I wish I listened to 3 years ago. It all happened. I had faith. My faith is gone.   Even though it was mostly my fault.