2012

Filter them out

"I wish I could throw off the thoughts which poison my happiness. And yet I take a kind of pleasure in indulging them."

— Frédérick Chopin

Just because

"I don't wear my heart on my sleeve, doesn't mean I don't have feelings."

CHRISTMAS!

3 years

3 years ago, today, on 23rd of December, my only wish for Christmas was to be able to (start) walking properly.

3 years later, my wishes for Christmas is to own many many many pairs of sky high heels and stilettos.

My dead knee turns three today. Happy deathsary my dear knee. I miss you, terribly. I miss my knee before injury. So badly.

But the next time I'd want to be wheeled in to an operating theatre would be when I've to give birth, nothing else. I miss you acl, do you hear me?

21st December.

Spent 21st December, which was supposedly the end of the World, with this girl.

Friends - not the people you knew the for the longest

but it's who came, and never left your side.

Valse de L'Adieu

The waltz is in A-flat major, with a time signature of 3/4. The tempo is marked at tempo di valse, or a waltz tempo. The beginning theme, marked con espressione, is melancholic and nostalgic, and reaches a small high point with a fast flourish. The second part is marked sempre delicatissimo, or con anima in other versions. It is somewhat more cheerful that the previous theme, but soon gives way to the same first theme. After a second rendition of the first theme is a third theme, marked as dolce, the most playful theme. It leads to another theme with a series of ascending double-stops. This fourth theme is marked poco a poco crescendo, with other editions adding ed appassionato. This leads back to the third, playful theme, and returns back to the beginning with a da capo al fin.

the song that represents (all) the romance that never was
i feel chopin's sorrow