Happy birthday Meiyi

Thank you for being more than a physiotherapist. Thank you for being my friend. For listening, for nagging and everything. My knee and I wouldn't be what I am today if not for you. Love ya deep deep. /hugs

I love my job

Nathen confessed to Zhijun today and Zhijun confessed back. It was such a cute scene :)

Sometimes I drag my feet to work, but when I see my kids smile and say, "yay teacher apryl, you're here today are you taking our class?" Makes it all worthwhile.

Okay but not fine at all

You know, as much as I tell myself that I've moved on from Netball and the injury, there are some times (like this) when I actually sit down, and fall into self pity on how I got injured and didn't play zonals.

I mean, I've -finally- got over everything, yes. But there're times like this when I just recall everything and I just miss playing Netball. I do not want to actually play it now competitively, but I wish I was there playing when others were. It has become this emptiness that resides in me and it will never be filled in because all there is now, are unfulfilled regrets.

I'm okay, really.

Happy birthday knee, you're one!

Am thankful.
Be stronger than before okay?

Love, Apryl

Burger bar

Simple afternoon spent. Burger Bar for lunch at Far East, burger's pretty awesome. Got couple floral vectra 5s, perfume tested the whole afternoon away, went to ymca for job interview together.

April

I miss Ms Lee. I miss having that person nagging at me, telling me to believe in myself, telling me she believes in me. I miss having her having my back for anything and everything. I miss telling her about everything in my life and vice versa. I miss her. So badly.

Crushing

Selected for Fyp first when my core is supposed to do study path first.

FUCK YOU NYP SERIOUSLY FUCK YOU

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO SPOIL MY PLANS

I CAN'T HAVE PIANO LESSONS CAN'T GO FOR PIANO EXAM CAN'T APPLY FOR LASALLE

CAN'T GO TO BANGKOK CAN'T TAKE MY DRIVING LESSON

FUCK YOU NYP
FUCK YOU